145.6 last week.
148.8 this week. Ah, being a woman is such a joy.... I love how my period always starts the night before or morning of weighing myself.
I have no idea what this weight reflects. Fat, muscle, water weight...whatever. What I do know is that I can be eating better, and I should be more focused on the nutrition and how I feel, and less on the scale #. And I also know that, though I know this - I really do! - I still seem to care most about the scale #.... and I don't know how to get past that. And then again, maybe I don't really have to. Maybe my gain over 2 weeks is indicative of an issue I need to address. Maybe I need to stop splurging here and there and telling myself I "earned it", or that I'll work it off later. Maybe when I get to the point where the scale is saying what I want it to say, it will be because I've put in the effort to control myself and eat wiser. Or rather - to not eat dumber. (B/C really, it's those dumb eating spells that do me in.)
4.8 lbs gained in two weeks though. Sheesh....